5 months marriage!

Yesterday Peter and I had been married for 5 months! Imagine - time goes so fast :) We also recently had 3 1/2 year day - Peter told me. He is the one who remembers the dates - I more feel it.

Sometimes I think back on the times where we where apart and how much it hurt - at the same time it was full of excitements when we met. We could gather together all our love and energy and only focus on that the 2-3 days we saw each other every 14 days. Today it is different of course. We live together - and weekdays sometimes choke us into tiredness and it is easy to forget the passion and to show appriciation. I love Peter with all I have - and appriciate every little tiny thing he does for me - even though I'm bad at showing it <3

Lately I have been spending too much energy on my pain - and I'm trying out a new diet, because living in constant pain is just awfull and drain you totally, not to mention how negative you feel you become because you have to fight through the days, without being able to tell or explain how hard it really is. The biggest issue is that I love to enjoy food and drinks - but I just can't and I have to realise that. It makes me ill - so I would have to eat carefully in the weekdays and then maybe, if I'm feeling ok, I can enjoy some of the better stuff in the weekends. It makes me in such a bad mood though - and I really need support from my surroundings to keep it up - because having to lie down all day/evening because of pain is just not an option anymore. Seeing a doctor is not an option either ...

Peter asked me the other day what my favorite songs where - and it's difficult to say, because I love so many songs - also old ones - as new ones (yes, Runrig too, Peter ;) )

But then this morning it hit me - this song I absolutely love: